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Keep smiling and say hi to November.

Time flies almost half year more,

finally renew my blog to expression my feeling.

Last post is on January 2015 been a long long long time I didn't updated.

However, I wanna start to say about this 10 months what's happened.

- February 2015 - 

This month is most memories just because I meet with 

Big Bang's member TAEYANG ! (screamed screamed screamed)

I'm attended his first solo concert at Malaysia on 08/02/2015.

He voice are good attractive and I finally heard live "Eyes Nose Lips"

So enjoyed and touch and I think was a greatest night of the month.

- March 2015 -

Have a small accident of driving. I'm "kissing" of a small pier when finish dinner.

That night my parents just non-stop to scold about this.

Not only scold and they didn't keep talked with me few days.

Maybe this is their way to education me to be more stronger.

- April 2015 -

Head officer going Hong Kong trip and she buy limited edition candy for me,

I feel little surprise and thankful about it.

Same as the month I just quarrel with my parents about my future.

I feel tired to debate of that case when we're angry. 

Unluckily, my uncle just accident about his leg, 

when I looked of his leg I feel pain and sad about that 

because so hardest to get well at that time.

- May 2015 -

I'm ate Korea food at first day of month as my brunch with family.

Same as the day that is our dearest mummy birthday ! 

We're celebrated as small party and bought few piece cake at Secret Recipe.

This month for me is difficult because I'm faced financial difficult.

- June 2015 -

I have a idea wanna to resign when I getting angry of my head manager.

But the brave is not enough to do it because I need care about my family.
I really feel tired more to faces finance problem in this month also.
Between, I'll always think about if I didn't have family maybe I can go anywhere.
No need to care someone and just gone anytime easily.
Addition, I'm attend class of VISIBER at Hotel Inn.
This session is learn how to change our life better than now. 
Is like a meaningful course to let me learn how does it works.

- July 2015 -
This month I have negative thinking,
because I scold with my parents and they was hurt me of their word.
Same at the time my sister also post something on she FB but unluckily 
I seen the status before she deleted. On that time, I just sad and sad.
I'm not understand why people can't understand each other ?
May he/she also did a same things before like me and they also scold our parents,
but why they still will angry about you when you doing wrong.
Is they never do it before or they did but he/she forget it ? No ones know........  
I just think about if I dead everything will be alright ?
I'm tired and I know dead this is a stupid action to solve.
Once a people getting negative thinking and no ones can said the true
and all she brain think just as stupid like a fool. 
However, I still alive now and be grateful everyday, every second.

- August 2015 -
This month is my birthday !
But I didn't celebrated too public like before I still study.
Wishes of this year is hope I can get "permit" from dad and mum
to let me go Australia for work and study at the same time.
I'm not care how much hardest to live,
I just wish I can be a good daughter and sister to let my family have a great life.
And finally I really get the "permit" !!! 
This happiness is can't explain but really want to thanks my parents.
I hope not longer time I can realize my dream.
Addition, at June 2015 I has been said I attend a course and after 2 month
I was make a decision and that is I get my first expensive necklace and new name.
It like a new life start at the moment.

- September 2015 -
Finally this month I meet up with my girls and we plan going for eat whole night.
So we plan going to eat Korean Food at Solaris Mont Kiara - names GOGI KING 
Short explained for the food and environment is quite nice but the services a bit 
bad maybe not enough waitress and too many people on that day but we still enjoyed the moment coz have 2 "Oppa" so handsome ! (Get punch)

- October 2015 -
First of the week I really want to kill someone to called me after finish work.
This person is always against me at the office,
no matter what I do she will keep complaint and keep watch over about me.
I think I didn't doing any wrong things because I has been told your workers
when I leave office but you never listened my explain and keep said that your 
office, is not mine ! I feel angry when I listened this kind of sentences.
So I just used a very blunt tone to answered she question.
I know I can't do that as she is my senior but my patience limit is over at that day.
What the hell she do and I just using a angry voice to reply her as I know ! (Angry)
Expected when I start working and she start to talked "Di Zi Gui" and "San Zi Jin"
like something ancient principle when I learn at secondary school.

- November 2015 -
This month to be continue coz just starting.............................